I have so much anger, and no outlet. This is effecting everyone. I feel like I’m dishing out my pain, unintentionally, in small doses to everyone I know. I just can’t let go, and have no release valve anymore. And every time someone says “are you ok?” I want to fucking scream. I don’t think I can pretend any harder, and nobody is buying it anyway.

I think this is probably my last Tumblr post…